Conflict

I have been thinking about a new piece but it is hard to describe how deep a piece can go when so many things conflict.... I had originally wanted to express my diabetes through art, and I had even found a wonderful website called www.diabetesartday.com but then something terrible happened in my family. There was a suicide. So what now? I am conflicted. I can only think about him, how much I miss him, how I wonder why? Should I express this or keep it to myself? Should I throw away one thing and replace it with another? Perhaps I will do both. We will see.

My Teddy

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